Maybe this should just be a Twit. “My back yard is covered with fallen branches OMG it is sik!” Because my back yard is in fact covered with branches. There’s a price to pay for trees. But they sure are purty.
The girl situation is no longer frustrating, it has become entertainingly weird. I really shouldn’t say more, but you know what I’m talking about, don’t you?
It’s all so disappointing. Aion is an immensely successful and (from my experience so far) extremely dull and un-groundbreaking game. Women either don’t want to talk to me, are angry because we can’t be just friends, are angry because I only want to be just friends, or just simply can’t cope with the stress of maybe having to actually take responsibility for their actions. And music, gah, what a depressing, disappointing struggle it is to play music. Work your ass off, haul gear around, and then get completely screwed by your good friend, the band leader or promoter.
Fuck all this.
Now I know why people become workaholics. You work hard, things get done, you get paid. If I felt like I was being abused at work I suppose I’d hate work too. I guess it’s a good thing, but it’s also sad; the only part of my life that doesn’t seem like a dead loss is work.
Sounds like depression, doesn’t it? But I’m not depressed, really. Unsatisfied, sure, and maybe a little pissed off. I don’t even want a beer.
Wait. I don’t want a beer? Maybe I am depressed after all.
Some neighborhood dudes came by wanting signatures on a petition, supposedly to the mayor. From their attitudes, I immediately got the idea they were on a “pay per signature” basis. The petition demands that the mayor subsidize making homes more energy efficient through a tax credit. OK, so I can kind of see how that’s a good thing, maybe.
And, this tax credit will be paid for by the power company. This is because, and I quote, “it will save the power company money”. What? Wait, if they really stand to gain money, why do they need the government to force them to? Why haven’t I received a letter from Xcel Energy talking about how great this will be? Hmm.
Curious, I asked them to show me how that would work, and they explained how it’s costing them to build power plants. And they showed me numbers. I think one of the numbers was 2.4%. Two point four percent, now there is a convincing argument! Sign me up! Wait, what do these numbers mean. “Well, they’re right from the power company’s web site.” Yes? And? Ok, seriously now, you have to provide something more substantial than that. I’m sure it’s costing the power company money to build power plants, but, ultimately, they make more money when we use more power. It’s kind of a “duh” situation really.
Why should my neighbor, who already bought his own new windows with his own money, have to pay higher power bills so I can have free windows? I already have plenty of incentive to make my home more energy efficient: power is expensive! My neighbor said his heating bills dropped 40% just from the window upgrade. If that isn’t enough inspiration to upgrade, I can’t imagine what would be.
I need new windows, and I’d love free money to help install them, but this is lame. You don’t have to be conservative to be pro-capitalism. Forcing the power company to pay for it is silly, and it’s the work of a second to see how the power bills of poor people will be paying for middle class window upgrades. Whether you’re conservative or liberal, it’s a clear no-go. If you’re a middle class freeloader who needs new windows, well, I’m sure it sounds great. But I don’t live in that kind of country, do I? I sure hope not.
Maybe there’s math to back up this measure, and that math makes perfect sense. But, nobody made any effort to show me this, they just gave me attitude like “you have to sign it because it’s for the environment”.
No. I don’t.
Be here 
now